This year so far!

This year has been a doozy so far. Finished my chemo and radiation treatments in Jan, moved to recovery process in Feb, started creating, filming, & modeling again in March. Now it’s April and still not much has changed. I’m still very much in the recovery process although at times it feels more mental than psychical. I’m trying to progress every day with just simply living and completing every day tasks. Thinking I could get back to my normal routines was one thing that has kept me going but full transparency, I don’t see that happening. Coming to grips that I now must accept all of these changes and challenges has been hard. I’ve never been one to back down from a challenge but we are our own worst critics and change is scary. And one can’t change if they’re in a constant period of waiting and that seems to be my life lately. So while I wait, I’ve been in planning mode. Gearing up for Spring and all that it entails I figured I can do more than just declutter and switch out wardrobes.

I’m rebranding myself! I’ve connected with a trainer and have started working out again, this time focusing on my health(not the number on the scale),I’ve chopped my hair so that I can try and regrow it back healthy post chemo, finding new hobbies and things to occupy my time once my daughter leaves for college come fall and just taking more time to invest in myself and the people I surround myself with. Being back in a creative space has also lit the fire to have many more upcoming photoshoots and events. Speaking of upcoming, I have been invited to accompany the brand Premier Protein to a retreat with some of my influencer fam and i’m so excited! Stay tuned. Content loading!!!!!!